Picture Day
I am still an impossible child
pulling at sleeves, hems, and waistlines, not
because I want a proper fit but because
I feel trapped. I root for the fly.
Every day has become picture day,
and my face is wrong; the ways they tell me
to make it right are wrong. I want to hear
that song about the cat who loses control
thinking about sex, falls off a red roof,
and then resurrects when smelling fish.
There are pictures in magazines that I
am still the wrong age to look at. There are
pictures of me that will never be good
enough for frames, passports, or milk cartons.