I’ll start here.
Where grass hugs the dew,
and chipmunks scurry across the prairie,
under the vision of a hawk
who sharpens his talons on ancient redwoods.
I’ll mix a cup of cold instant coffee
and pick out the grounds with dirty fingers
before I swing my pack on my shoulder
and dial in my stride.
Against rain, cold, wind, and breathlessness.
Against the bobcat who treads
dead silent on dry sticks and leaves.
Against the owl’s night-time necromancy.
Mother, are you there?
I’ve begun to forget her voice and all
voices of the world.
I mistake my own for the echo of crows in the valley,
black as spires on gothic cathedrals.
I often wonder if birds pass on tales to their young,
and I wonder how they end.