Sleep paralysis

I don’t wanna see anymore
I just wanna sleep.
This level of consciousness is getting too deep.
Existing on this plane is getting lonely.
What’s the point in having wisdom
when nobody wants the truth.
Instead of looking within they wanna tell you what to do.
They wanna sit with their triggers
so they can sit back and point the finger
instead of looking within and choosing to figure
out how to make peace.
How to challenge their thinking.
People walking asleep and they think that they’re winning.
You think cutting out toxic people is enlightenment
when the toxicity is in you and your frightened 
by the very temporary physical world and body you live in...
Is that really living?
If you died tomorrow would you have to start from the beginning?

Jessica is a follower of Christ and a multifaceted creative that uses her passion for writing to communicate her unique world view. Although she is currently a barista and server by trade, she hopes to one day publish a book and work in the music industry as a song writer.